i'm currently in my 26th week of pregnancy, and no matter how often the baby kicks--even sometimes it does hurt me--i enjoy it very much. but y'know... sometimes there are small things that you can't do while you're pregnant, mine's very simple... i can no longer fit in some of my fave dresses, since my bust enlarges naturally and i'm soooo-over-waist ;p the other thing is, i can't wear my high-heels! i'm a small-size and a short-stature female, so that i need heeled shoes or sandals to make me look better in my height--not forgetting i've a husband with 185 cm tall, whereas i'm just 150-something cm, ughhh...--and as a woman, yes i do loooove high-heels. nowadays i spend most of my time in front of my laptop browsing--and drooling--some beautiful high-heels, of course, only to be seen, and not to be worn. phew phew phewwww... (-_-)
*missing my high-heels soooo much! i'm currently in my 26th week of pregnancy, and no matter how often the baby kicks--even sometimes it does hurt me--i enjoy it very much. but y'know... sometimes there are small things that you can't do while you're pregnant, mine's very simple... i can no longer fit in some of my fave dresses, since my bust enlarges naturally and i'm soooo-over-waist ;p the other thing is, i can't wear my high-heels! i'm a small-size and a short-stature female, so that i need heeled shoes or sandals to make me look better in my height--not forgetting i've a husband with 185 cm tall, whereas i'm just 150-something cm, ughhh...--and as a woman, yes i do loooove high-heels. nowadays i spend most of my time in front of my laptop browsing--and drooling--some beautiful high-heels, of course, only to be seen, and not to be worn. phew phew phewwww... (-_-) and here comes my most favorite from today's browsing... this lovely miss polkadotty from tabitha simmons... tada!! :D but then again, i won't be able to wear those... well, at least until next june... oooohhhh i wish i had the patience for that!! i'm bored already with just flats flats and flaaaaaaats everyday... but hey, if someone bought me the flats below, mmmaaaayyybeeee i'll forget about those heels above... how is it?? *battlingeyelashes* ;)
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*you won't understand how it feels unless u have allergic rhinitis
yesterday i just came back from jakarta, definitely happy with my short-holiday attending my cousin's wedding in kebumen and preparing few stuffs for my mitoni (traditional baby shower) next month. this morning i already go to work, meeting all the 50 patients after a week holiday is actually fun, but not--definitely not--with this runny nose. yes, the allergic rhinitis attacks me again and again!! T.T i slipped some handkerchief tissues in my pocket, yet those don't accomodate my runny nose enough 'til i back home... ugggghhh... God, please oh please don't let my baby have this allergic problems like me... T.T okay, okay. i know i've been abandoning this blog since my last post on... february?? *geez... is it that long?? and so i promise this week i'll post some of my recent updates, soooo many stories to tell!
ok then, catch y'all later, folks!! ;) aaaahhh finally i'm baaack!! and i'm sooo glad for it!! ^^ blame all the gsm networks providers in europe (except orange f, swisscom, and nl kpn--at last) for having me ended being away from writing in here. hey, what makes it so difficult for them to provide gprs access for their overseas roamers??? uuuuggh... anyway, i just came back from my winter-to-new-year holiday about 5 days ago. started in netherland--to meet my long-lost big-fat-bandit cat,of course!!--where we spent our first night in one of my parent's friend's lovely dovey three-storey house in den haag. it wasn't a very big house, but it's nice, warm, and furnished with antiques--and i loooove antiques! especially the piano and candle stick!! ^^ me and my bandit cat were given a place in the garret room, it was small, cozy, and simply nice. there's a lovely garret-window facing the sideyard of the house, just exactly a window i've ever wanted long time ago for my own bedroom, but somehow it wasn't done as i want it to be :p we arrived in schiphol at 6.30am, it was still dark outside, and we could feel the chillness outside as we stepped out from the plane. it's winter, i know, but i've never expected before that winter and its -4 degrees temperature was like that!! >,< snow was rare in sight, but at every tip of leaves, all over the grass, and in every cars outside the morning dews getting freeze into ice. imagine a greeny waft grass sprinkled with powder all over. it was simply beautiful. beautiful beautiful beautiful. even when we went to volendam to make that classic dutch-like family portrait, the beachwave foam was turned into white powdery ice! it was cold, for sure, not forgetting that netherlands was such a windy country... so it doubles the coldness especially if we don't cover up our face ;p the next morning we drove away to paris through belgium, and stopped in brussel having our meal. that lil' maneken pis?? ahhh just forget that lil' creature, i'm craving for souvenirs and chocolates more than that ;9 we're already tired that evening, but somehow the bling-bling eiffel still attracts us to be there at the countdown. but what can i say?? i'd rather had my countdown in ancol beach, jakarta, rather than in eiffel! you see... no fireworks, no music, no trumpets, none at all!! aaaggghh... is it expensive to give all the crowd something beautiful to see? i'm soooo disappointed i'd rather be inside my blanket than freezingly stand outside waiting for nothing! >:p the road trip to lucerne, switzerland, the next day was a chance for me to have a nice dream sleep along the way. sophisticated 2-stars hotel (and it's cheap, oooh i love online booking!) to stay n super-super-suuuuuperrr wide bedroom for 4 of us. early in the next morning we drove up to mount titlis, and it was snow all over!!! ^^ i can't believe my eyes seeing that sparkled wet snow here and there. and i'm soooo speechless i'd better let you have a look on these photos. no title. when will i wear it again? *i'll miss being a coassisstant... i just got my car being hit by a public bus commonly called "kopata". i was in a junction of dentistry faculty and the west gate of grha sabha pramana, it was red light clearly seen in the left, with a motorcycle in front of me which already stopped, my car in behind, and a blue taxi in my right side. i was already stopped for about 5 secs--yeah, i still have a great visus, and i do saw the red light--before there was a loud crash sound which immediately pushed my car to the front and hit the motorcycle. well i am shocked, extremely shocked. *talking 'bout prince charming... i bet most of the girls in the world must have been dreamed about her own prince charming. y'know... that kinda handsome-looking-gentleman, with flowing red robe, holding a shiny sword carved with gold, riding on the horseback through the greeny savana, to take the princess--that's me, or us, the girls, literally ;p--away and live happily ever after in a castle upon the hill. hahaha go on, laugh on me! but i never exactly stop dreaming about my own prince charming since i started to watch walt disney's "snow white" at age 3. that's why i always dreamed on my prince to be exactly like that; dark brown hair, brown eyes, with red robe and riding a horse--well, for the horse, i prefer the brown rather the white one. remember the prince charming in "shrek"?? sooo no, it's a big no no! >,< yesterday, 15112008, when i was sat lazily in front of the tv screen and played with the remote, i found out that "the chronicles of narnia: the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe" was aired in disney channel. i passed the first 30 minutes, i guess... but that's ok. it's still worth to be watched and i'm so eager for it! ...and there they are, the pevensie children; peter, edmund, susan, and lucy. edmund, the third, was the center of the story, for he (almost) betrayed on his own siblings and lead them to the witch. he's still a boy in this movie, but if u've seen the "prince caspian"... dang! edmund pevensie is sooo close to my definition of prince charming--of my own, of course. here are some pics and cutscenes from "prince caspian". isn't he handsome, cool, but looked warm at the same time? and that straight-looking eyes! @.@ aaahh... i wish i was teenager once again ^^ my prince charming an astounding dual-sword knight yet a magnificent cross-bow archer too unfortunately, prince charming didn't exist in real world. yeah, of course... there'll be no men wandering around with sword, robe, and horse like that. they'll drive fancy cars instead, ain't it right?? ;p but however, keeping a childhood dream like this helped me out to "breathe" for a while between my hectic thingies happened in my real life. even just for a sec, it always turns my lips to smile. and even though i've found someone--hopefully, my heartkeeper, my soulmate for ever and after--i chosed to be with in the upcoming wedded bliss, which isn't even similar with my prince charming, i won't ever stopped dreaming about it. just a short post, i'm currently feel soooo dizzy but happy at the same moment; happy to be home. oh well... after those 4 (quite) boring weeks in neurology but still got an 'A' for that, i'm leaving that damn hospital for (almost) 2 weeks!! i'm breathing fresh air!! ^^ i couldn't be happier than this rite now... we may look dirty in front of God, but forgiveness is something He'll always give if we ask for it :) minal aidin wal faidzin, dear moslems... and may we all have enjoyful fasting! |